Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Espanglish


My name is Angela, but my mom calls me Ángela (there's an accent over that big A, making  this name sound like ' ON-hey-la ').  Seriously.  My mom calls me by my Spanish name.  That’s the kind of impact the Spanish language has had on me over the last 7 years.  I have cousins who teach it, teachers who help me to experience it, and a family who never gets tired of hearing it.  After I started learning Spanish in the 7th grade, I was excited to expand my vocabulary to one day be able to have a legitimate conversation with someone in Spanish.  I studied my little middle school butt off, and it paid off.  I held a 100% all throughout middle school.  I don’t say this to brag, I say this to prove how dedicated I was – and still am – to this subject.
           
Once I hit high school, I began to practice having small, personal conversations with one of my bilingual cousins.  My mom thought this meant I could easily understand the entire Spanish language, as she would frequently ask me to translate conversations, say, that two Spanish speaking women were having in front of us in the line at the supermarket.  “Mom!” would usually be my response, as I looked at her with disbelief that she had made such a request.  However, I can’t deny that I would try to eavesdrop a little bit, just to see if I could make anything out.
           
While Spanish was a big part of my high school life, so was Video Production, which ended up becoming my major.  Up until very recently, I was prepared to make video my whole life, with room for little else.  Over winter break, my mom (surprise!) sat me down with a very serious look on her face.  She brought up the words “grad school” which I immediately shut down, since video majors don’t really need to look into graduate school in order to obtain a good profession down the road.  But video work was not what she was talking about.  Her idea was for me to graduate with what I have in place as of now, which are a Video Production major and Spanish Language minor.  She then suggested I take a couple years at grad school to obtain a teaching degree, and, you guessed it; go teach kids how to speak Spanish.  I’ll admit, when the words flew out of her mouth, I didn’t love them.  However, after I spent a good 3 or 4 minutes thinking about it, I fell in love with the idea.  Don’t get me wrong; filmmaking has always been another big passion of mine that I still plan to pursue.  I’m not looking to go to Los Angeles (too commercialized) or New York City (too…hectic!), but want to keep looking into editing as a side job, perhaps.  But teaching kids the language that’s become such a passionate part of my life?  That’s a no brainer.  Thanks, mom.
           
I just finished applying to the study abroad program in Toledo, Spain for 5 weeks this upcoming summer.  The above paragraphs may have been included in my essay.  If given the opportunity, I especially look forward to interacting and speaking with my host family and learning about their culture.  Culture!  An aspect of the Spanish world I never truly appreciated until recently, while learning about it in the 200 level series this year.  It’s so incredibly great to not be ignorant about how people in Spain and other Spanish speaking countries live their lives.  I can only assume that studying in Spain will not only prepare me better for the rest of my college career, but will also fuel my passion to teach children/teenagers the magic of knowing another language.  Mmm magical. 

For now I'm just crossing my fingers and waiting on those reference letters...yikes. 

Also, it would be greatly appreciated if none of my media professors knew about this, thanks.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Constant Change

Change is constant.  Even when life is throwing you the same routine everyday, change is happening behind your back anyway.

I went home to Buffalo for Thanksgiving and just got back to school yesterday.  Those six weeks threw me more than I expected, but so far, I'm handling it.  Break was actually great.  I got to work, which means I made enough money to get on an airplane for a YoungLife Christmas Party in Columbus and actually do some decent Christmas shopping.  And buy Mighty Taco.  That's tied with being the best reason for making money.  That and being able to afford out-of-state tuition.

I got to hang out with my family and see my boyfriend for more than an hour over my computer screen.  Spending quality time with the people I love definitely gets better as I get older.  I caught up with a few old friends, which is a rare occurrence since my school break is majorly shifted compared to everyone else's. 

My old YoungLife leader, Mary Beth, got married a few days ago, to a man she met while teaching and fulfilling her God call in Honduras.  I had the privilege of watching her niece and his spanish speaking toddler nephew and infant niece one night while the family was out doing wedding things.  It was a challenge, especially with the 3-year-old who was getting out of his baby talk stage.  It's a challenge to understand English speaking 3-year-olds, let alone another language.  It was a fun night though.  I learned a lot, too.  Pajamas is pronounced "Pay-YA-maz" in spanish, NOT "Pa-HA-mas."  I felt like a dog chasing my tail as I tried to get him to locate his pj's, or as I started referring to them, "the clothes that you sleep in!"

I'm pretty sure my mom and God sit down and have coffee every morning to discuss my future, because she makes comments and puts ideas into my head that make me completely rethink my whole life plan.  I'm going to school to graduate as a video major, but suddenly am now seriously contemplating teaching a foreign language.  You can't make this stuff up.

In other news, my boyfriend's parents sold their house in Buffalo and are moving to Virginia Beach.  Not that I blame them.  But it does sorta put a kink in plans down the road, depending on where Mike now chooses to live.  I'm not freaking out.  God's got this. 

My cousin's in California are struggling.  My cousin Camille, who's had cancer for a while, is nearing the end of her battle.  She was told on Saturday that she's got about a month or two left in this life. She'll leave behind a faithful husband and three beautiful little boys.  Again, God's got this.  Although I admit I'm freaking out.

Home was too comfortable to leave this time around.  I didn't want to leave my bed, my shower where I don't have to wear flip flops, my Tim Hortons, Mighty Taco, Red Robin, and Target.  My grandparents.  My sister.  My mommy and daddy.  The call of Athens was not nearly as loud as it was last year.  Not that I can complain, because my parents often remind me of a little place called the University of Buffalo right down the road.  But deep down, I'm happy with the college choice I've made. 

Classes started today and it's "back to the grind" as mom always says.  I'm still getting into the swing of being back.  I'll have dinner with everyone tonight and be fine, most likely.  And gear up for a new quarter! 

Change is constant.  Luckily, God is too.  Funny how that kinda stuff works out.